Saturday, July 24, 2010
Thought it might be a good idea to give a little information about me. My husband and I got married in November of 2008(such a blessed day). It was a bittersweet day because my grandmother passed away eight days before our wedding. Her funeral was on Tuesday, and we got married on Saturday. It really hurt to lose her, but I felt in my heart that she was looking over us on our special day. My hubby and I decided that we wanted to start trying to start our family immediately. To both of our surprises, we conceived on our honeymoon. We were so excited that we would be welcoming a baby in August! However, that was not in God's plan for us. Our sweet baby went to heaven on January 18, 2009 after only being in me for 9 short weeks. I miss our baby so very much and 2009 was a very difficult year for us. We've been trying to conceive again since March 2009, but we have not been successful yet. My doctor wanted us to attempt to conceive on our own for a year before we proceeded with any other steps. So, in January 2010 I went back to see what comes next. After blood work, and SA for my hubby(all of which came back normal), I began taking Clomid in March. I have 2 months left of Clomid after this month, then I will go back to the doctor to see what comes next. We are full of hope and faith that good things are going to happen. I know that there are still plenty of options out there for us to pursue. I am looking forward to see what God has in store for us next. I created this blog to share the many emotions I am going through on this journey. It is a comforting feeling to know that others support you and that I am not alone, so I welcome feedback and advice, especially from those who understand what I'm going through.